Magica's Diary
a person who want to be the one whom she never met,yet.
19 years old, Female, India
Diary Entries (5)
"The star wanted to explore, but the fear took it underground".
Its not always easy to say what you want. And when you don't know it yourself then how can you possibly explain it to others?
And when you finally realize what it is, the fear overtakes you, and you are surrounded by negative feelings.
Its human nature. But at the same time its frustrating.
Oh God!
Help this soul.
"It feels frustrating when at one second you think that you don't want the thing you are getting, and at the other, that you wanted it"
And what everyone calls it..CONFUSION.
I hate this feeling.
I totally hate it.
Please God! do help me!!
"I can't think of anything to lessen you pain."
I know "that star" is hurt. I know it has become someone I don't know.
But I can't help "that star" and that's the worst thing ever can happen to me.
I want "that star" to smile. I want "that star" to trust others.
I hope "that star" can enjoy its life like others.
I hope "that star" becomes optimistic.
Dear God! Please give "that star" happiness and strength to become the most cheerful star of this earthly sky.
"Although you are not here. But you are still there."
I have never met you yet I can feel your presence.
I have never fallen in love before, neither now.
It may not be love but a feeling of warmth that beholds me with your presence inspite of your absence.
Words are being contradictory,but describing my heart.
Understanding is there, yet the one to understand, I am not sure is here.
I wonder when I'll meet you, what will I feel.
If it would be love, I think I will be glad.
"A sky is lonely without the moon,stars,sun,planets,etc.
So is the only star."
Nothing I have to tell you.Neither I have a story.
But something I share with you is I am a lonely star in this earthly sky.
Everyone seems to me as lonely. But this "loneliness" is not to be taken as depressing. A peaceful loneliness it is. Though I am surrounded by people, I am lonely, but I have friends. Friends who are lonely as I am. We are together because we are lonely.
I like this solitary aura but I am not different.
I also want to have a star, a star for myself, who will be able to vanish this aura which does not seem depressing to me,as it should.
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