komisch's Diary
my experiences
Female, mumbai
Diary Entries (60)
hot humid morn
waiting for folk to arrive for lunch
till then spent some time on this
Just had my cuppa. Tea. Ma in law busy tinkering about in kitchen. Dad lies still. Aaa...aaa..aaaaa....he calls when he needs help.
I feel helpless as I watch him take agonising morsels..
Dads finally home.a new innings?
Or is it curtains?
Heavens knows.
Till den banking on his grace
Spell mistake. WB not web.
Hey
250 posts.
Nice feeling.
These milestones. As a baby reaches his.
Crawling..standing..first steps..then walking and finally running.
Exhilarating.
I don't know where exactly I stand now.
Web seems like a parent propping me up wen I falter.
Hey am finding tough to write from mobile.editing..reediting.wish we had some app we're one would write easily .its irritating. Then wen I edit the subcategory topic falls as tag too and my post vanishes in thin air. Then I've to delete the tag and get it back.
Sorry for spell mistakes.
Taking each post double my usual time though I copy my note onto here.as editing and adding stuff is tough later.
Noisy program going on in next bldg. How could folk put mike on full volume at cost of others peace?
Wishing for utter silence .
O where can I?
PCs still still.am writing from mobile.
Miss the large screen.
Windy here in Mumbai.
Trees swaying vehicles whizzing past..kids gone for a car ride..
Am wondering wat to do.
Dads in Hosp still. Muscles dying away slowly. Painfully.
I wondered how he n we Would make it in coming days when a voice told me to take one day at a time.
God give grace only one day at a time.
Not for tomorrow.
Just today.
So going heavily in His strength day by day.
He is faithful.
WB relaxes me too to no end.
Thnx frnds.
Frustrating. Without PC. Can't read big or write .somehow managing till it gets repaired.
Found sum time today..just to laugh and take a dig.
making it thro' each day with god's grace.
dadinlaw shifted to ward.
slightly better but terribly weak still.
guests by dozens coming next week.
wow long hectic tiring day..
dad still in icu..shd ventil be put bck on drs asking? cannot breathe well.
god, plz plz i need u wer r u?
mom cant take it any more. ppl say dont put him on venti agn.
but how to watch him slowly die?
so many questions
but he wants to live. says he wanna be back home.
missing his preaching, witty repartees at MIL
his daughters coming too..all kids around him, surround him
will god do a miracle?
submitting to His will.
only let him not suffer.
things looking up..
dr says ventilator can be removed tomorrow.. dads feeling much better..
older sonny sprang a surprise, is coming day after tomorrow!
sudden 10 day chutti announced. Cant wait! house is full already
thanks to Him!
dadinlaw on ventilator..mom in agony..
hubbys by his bedside..sonny immersed in boards..
and i..just need to b STRONG!!!!!
pondering over this day..with my cuppa
hows it gonna b? dad in law unwell agn gonna go thru some tests..moms tired too
God give me grace
am sure you will
do all i can to hlp 'em in this crisis
i find my outlet here..highly thereaupetic
good so far...
chalo yeh site chodna to nai pada!
thnx guys, gals...
sonnys busy with books preparing for last exam chem on 26th and then the entrance mania..till may end.
longing for a small break..didnt have for at least 2yrs..thnk god for wb!
hectic weekend gone..
dadinlaw wasn't well, but things went smoothly..food and work appreciated
feel satisfied
sonnys second last exam over just now, 1 more to go..
waiting to see older fella in may
thnx folk for forbearing my rantings
ah..wrote some more..writing gives an instant 'tadka', na?
like sputtering rai seeds in hot oil.
did major prepn in afternoon, now for the final touches..grinding for kanjipuram idlis for tommorrow morning..pepper chicken, and cutlets for afternoon.
his uncle n aunty r coming here for 1st time..
dad n mum in-law coming too..
hubbys gone to pick em up..
will b here tommm morn..
so bye till then..
sorry guys will read ur posts later...terribly busy today and next two days ppl coming over and things to prepare.. we mallus!!!.
week was indeed busy wat with cleaning so endless...sonnys boards on...lots of career choices but wer he ll end up ? God only knows, am sure he'll tell
sonny older 1 called fro where he is..didnt go to college two days talked and talked..unlike reticent he..
missing him so much his dimpled smile contagious laughter..wish i cd tend to him as he lies there alone in pain..god pls heal him soon
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