I's Diary

Everything not going so well now a days,,, since the very moment the person whom i for ever took for granted just left me alone..i know i made a mistake and now i m ready to do anything to get her back but she has even left thinking about me.

But she is the one who loved me so much and cared for me and was so much into me that it made me think that she can never ever leave me. But she proved me totally wrong.

We were together for almost four years and between these four years we had numerous number of fights and misunderstanding,huge ones too, but every time she or me came back to set things right. But i think this time i messed up quite a bit, and will never get a chance to put everything all together again.

I always asked her to leave me coz we didnt had any future together but never ever for even a second i wanted this to happen, seriously never...

But it has happened now and i dont even know that whether in the future i would even get a chance to see her again. I m devastated, nothing to do, nothing to think, only the regular stuff that i have to 'study'.

Its quite surprising that the reasons for me not giving time to her such as games, movies, friends etc now seem nothing to me. I enjoyed those when i knew that she is with me but but those things haunt me now when i came to know that she has actually left me.