ghost and stuff's Diary

Please don't make any sudden moves
You don't know the half of the abuse

I am borderline good
And i am borderline bad

Off to work cz i have to shine at many places..

I need to write a song to reveal



In my desiress.. In the rain..
Your smile pour me.. Even in the pain..
When my dark rise.. You were the sun above the mountain..
This joy in falling.. again n again...

Again and again..

I believed you.. I made you the captain..
Showered the happiness from the freaking fountains...
Showed you the real shit.. Saved you from getting drained...
Times when you murdered.. I never comaplin...
I gave you all... I made you my cocain..

In the last my heart only remain..

Remain..

Remain

Reeeemaaaain...

Mr. Heart let me tell you.
You are mean for yourself..
And that's why
You are the biggest badass.. 😂

Everything is at end..
Everything is gone...
Still its beating..
Indian dil hai na salla kutta...
Harr maanta hi nhi..
Last tak ladta rhega
And dhadakta rhega..

The heart doesn't listen to the person whom it's supplying the red magma

It only listen to itself.

And thats what why i am proud of it..

Being under so hard
Being floating in tears
Being having so deadly anger
Being running away from all

It still beats for them
It still want them to see the beauty it can create for them

It can shine bright more than the sun
It can survive anywhere

It will not forget to love
It will not forget to try
It will not fear

When it comes to love
My heart will not let my brain interfare

Beacuse when my brain works
Heart doesn't interfare
It just sit beside and let the brain do things in a beautiful way


But love is where ur brain isn't allowed


I have lost all hopes

I have lost everything that i loved

But this heart always find a soft corners after all the drama at night when u try to sleep

At last the heart says keep clam

And let me handle love

Because my heart dont want me to change.

People love it

And i too love it..

I am not used to

Because if u think lil deeply
Its all factual what heart says..

The heart too dont want to love someone who doesn't know what a heart is!!
Doesn't know what love is..

Yes!!

All my day my brain is active with the heart

But at this time
My heart let me stay calm

And explains me

Brain is necessary to work..
Heart is necessary to believe in what u work for and why u work
so that u can be positive and happy doing it..
So that u know why u started it
So that u can resolve every problem in yoir work happily
So that u can never look down

Even if u fail
U must try again until u didn't get it..

And if u ll not get exactly what u decided
Means
U will get better than what u expect!




Yes!!! simply said by heart


All the time she was silently smiling
Beacuse all the time i was putting up to the shore
All the time i was riding
Beacuse all the time she holded my core

It's been so long, I've been out of my body with you
I feel alone, feel at home, feel like nothing is true
She took me to a place where my senses gave-way
Turn it 'round, shut it down, what the people say
Climbing up, killing time, gonna give you some,
Take my hand and let it come, let it come, let it...


The urge is still there
Some drops are still stucked inside which let it beating n beating
I have already killed it in my senses but i guess its mine so it can be good at acting
Yes it cares for her
It may not tell this now to anyone
It may not bleed again infront of anyone
Bt when its alone, it cries soo hard and so fucking silent
Its mad, still mad for love

Sometimes we could only do is wishing

But it seems to be pointless
Wishing without doing anything
As i am emptied
Cz few drops inside will not be transformed into an ocean again

I dont wish
I dont do anything
Slowly slowly
Slowly slowly everything will be more fine

I just want to see the day she realises
The day she will cry continously and beg for my heart
The day i will only think of giving her a chance or not

The more strong i become the more strong forces and heat will be needed to melt it back

After soo long days
After soo long time
I still miss that feel
When you were mine


Haah!!!
The hours are days!!
Every hour i see your profile picture
My emotions couldn't respond
Shall i burn me more
Or give you another offer to make me lost in ashes

It never mattered the way they think
I know my part in you will always produce the magma
After all how long you will ignore the heart
How long you will ignore my kind heart
How long will you resist you heart

Afterall the heart will win at last


When the love inside you will burst tears for me
Hope that you hav a pace to find me
Because i running more faster and far from you

If you show me the capability to sing
Just put up your phone, the blocked contact may ring

the way my eyes shut down every night so that they can have some sleep but your texts and voice are being missed so much.
its so lonely to sleep like this.. but a hug can bring me back, a tight one.
I just want to cry hard as I can.. I want to crack in your arms..
just one last hug to crack me.. yes.. and you will have to do it..

you will let me burn now..

for the transformations. that I can see in me but couldn't accept them..

we gonna let me burn for more better days...

better than present.