Arak Vatsa's Diary

Relationships is like an onion which has many layers of trust and care, if you will try to cut that, you will find nothing except tear in your eyes

Here i Am siting in my Room at night
Thinking hard about life...
How it change from a careless university life
to strict in laws life.. ?
How tiny pocket money changed to
Miyan's huge pocket full of salary..
But then why it gives less happiness ?
How a single plate of samosa changed
to a remaing food of kids.
but then why there is less hunger ?
How a limited prepaid card changed
to postpaid package;
but then why there are less calls and sms?
How old computer changed in to laptop
but then why there is less time to put it on ?
Huh..
How a small bunch of friends changed to
mother-in-law, Brother-in-law, sister-in-law
but then why we r always feel loneliness ?
When I Was College Going Student , I Never
Care About My Maa Papa N Now M Missing
Them Like Hell..
"When You Will Get Married , Everything Will
Gonna Change.. So Enjoy Each n Every
Moment Of Your Life"
No Doubt Your Married Life Will Be Best But
This One Is "AWESOME

Open your eyes, look within. Are you satisfied with the life you're living?
Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined.
Change is the law of life. Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
but those who look only to the past or present are certain to miss the future.
Throughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad. Let God deal with the things they do, cause hate in your heart will consume you too.
How far you go in life depends on your being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving and tolerant of the weak and strong. Because someday in your life you will have been all of these.
A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing.
The truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed.

Time doesn't wait for u or me,
Days pass and years change,
U miss ur loved ones,
U move away from ur close ones,
Ur life changes, Friends change, People change but ur heart has those precious moments engraved in it whether u want it or not.
They are always there, making u happy at sad times and sad at happy times.
U thinks about those happy days then smile and when somebody asks the reason for ur smile,
U just say.
Nothing

Aye Raat Sony Dy Youn Tang Na Kia Kr,
Bekaar Sawalon Main Paband Na Kia Kr

Throw your dreams into the space like a kite,
And you do not know what it will bring back,
A new Life, A new Friend, A new Love….
Have a sweet dreams..............

Really guys, living the life of a single man does have its benefits. For instance, you can go to bed at whatever time you wish. Same with getting up in the morning, whatever time you like.
Television? Watch what you want to watch, with the volume as high as you want.
Eat what and whenever you are hungry.
Yes, who needs a wife and children?

Take this morning for example. I rolled out of bed at ten-thirty, and after a quick wash and shave (optional) I strolled into town.
I ate a hearty breakfast without any vocal reminders that I wasn't doing my heart any favours by eating so much, then it was into the betting shop for a while, then into the pub for a couple of pints with the lads.
I don't really know, but that bus-driver wasn't really very quick in the old reflex department as I tried to cross the road in front of him.
The bus hit me squarely in the back and sent me flying like a Don, arms and legs careening like a crazy circus performer.
I hit the floor with a sickening crash and lay there for a few moments to get my bearings.
Rising to my feet I was surprised to find that I was OK, no broken bones or anything, other than a strange light-headed feeling.
I quickly hurried off, too embarrassed to face the bus-driver and the stares of interested spectators.

I arrived home in a bit of a sweat and lay on the bed for a while to recuperate. I must have dozed off because when I opened my eyes again it was four p.m.

My stomach felt empty once more, and finding nothing to my taste in the larder I headed back into town to enjoy yet another cafe meal.

As I was walking along the high street I stopped and looked down at the floral tributes that had been placed on the pavement.They were laid at exactly the same spot where I had had my lucky escape with the bus this morning.

Suddenly the reality of my predicament hit me like a thunderbolt exploding in my mind.
I looked around, aghast that nobody looked back at me.

I opened my mouth to scream, but no sound came from my throat.
I wanted to cry, but tears would not form.
I longed desperately to resort to my native instinct when faced with emergencies and run away, but just where do ghosts run to?

My beliefs, as a devout Episcopalian, come into question with great frequency. Not necessarily by others, but by my own mind.

Let us pray tonight and every day for every life taken by the State that is not a life the State should have a right to take. Let us set aside our anger and bile, and let us have the mercy that our Lord had upon those that were capitally punished along side Him.

Let us find, at long last in our souls, a deep and abiding love and mercy. Pardon. Justice. Love. Let us put this face on the discipline . Let us lead the way to justice and peace.

When you love someone before meeting him. That's me. The first meeting made me embarrassed, but I love that cute moment. Not exactly the first knowing his face. We worked in the same company, but different offices. And We met two times before falling in love in one previous year, but just said a few words to have manners. So that I can not image his face in my mind. Because of the distance, We get closer by Internet without seeing face to face. On that day, we make a date to know the feeling and our appearance. When I arrived, he stayed right at me. I just looked at the ground and hang my head in shame. I began being so cold to shake step by step, likely could not stop. I just smiled and still shook despite the hot weather. I do not remember what we said at the time, but maybe some simple question of heath with some broken words. But we were so shy and looked like two children in shame. It is so funny. For me, It was so short and I want to have that same moment again on recent day because we are so far away.