i just wish all dose things i heard about yu were just a joke..joke of time..! itz still hard to digest dat yu r gone away from my life .. foreva..loving a person fo d scnd tym n gettin d same thng iz one neva eva dreamt of.. !
D way v first saw each other stealing eyes in a train..:D pathetic train ! i knew we were both goin to d same plce bt neva knew d roadz wud b d sme one day too.
Aftr reachin thru d bus to d sme college saw yu doin stupid , wierd thngz .. ol i cud do was to laugh !
Saw yu playin in d badminton hall in a white upper .. being the centre of attraction due to immense showing off of attitude , ol i cud blurt out ws an abuse .. cheapo i thought !
haha..datz y i guess i cud not refuse whn u asked me to b ua frnd just a frnd !
Aftr meeting yu .. d way yu spoke , yu conducted uaslf , yu asked me y i ws d one to b around roamin so quitely.. !
Ol i felt ws sumone cared or okay wait a secnd ..sumone iz caring :)
Wlkin wth yu in d campus at 4:30 in d mornin ..
I prmse i ll keep yu happy wherever yu r , yu r diffrnt ..
Ol my unhappiness just went to sleep !
i said yu make me feel secure .. thank you !
Thngz went on .. yu said yu like me .. i guess i too strtd ! i strtd to cry in frnt f yu ..
Time to go back ! in d bus - i cnt face yu .. i dont look at yu ~ yu keep on pleading ! i said no..
Yu unhappy , me unhappy .. station~!~
Same train .. dffrnt time .. i get back dose memories f sum 12 days .. Amazing time !
LOOKING NOW DIRECTLY IN EYES - I LOVE YOU ! :')
i wont go back to d bad times aftr dat..i cnt c yu n me breakin up neva..
D dayz r still d sme baby , bt sumthnz missin .. ! i miss dat word - BABY ~!~ i go numb everyday .. coz drz nobody nw to lstn to me , to tell me dat m jealous , to ask me if m okay , to give me a dose of scoldin on wteva wrong i did etc., to call me champu ! ~ ! :D
Dr ws nthin extra ordinary u did ! bt wateva u did it ws sumthn i cherished .. it felt to me like yeah itz outta world ! m ua queen ~
Missin yu , wettin d pillow ! studyin - missin yu ..
playin - missin ua look !
Tlakin to my best frnd -missin ua talks .. !
How d hell am i so addicted to yu ~ if a single day dus nt go accrdin to me i jus feel ua away ~ happiness is away !
Baby itz like my most precious possession has escped ! my soulz away from me ! i wish i cud jus tell yu how much yu mean to me , how much i need yu fo me ! how much v need US ! i still sleep , i still eat .. i do everythn which i did earlier bt drz yu missin .. drz no me !
I love yu still .. baby ~!~ i need yu a lot at tis hour ! i miss yu my M.P. boy !
Bt m afraid once i get yu back , yu do d sme thng agn ! Cheat me ~!~
today i write tis jus in a hope dat mayb among dese people readin tis post yu r d one - d one whoz mine foreva .. d one whom m obsessed of ! Just you <3
