Retarded :)..

It happens often
I find myself smiling for no reason
People think I am crazy
But its something about this season,
The chill in the wind
The warmth of the sun
The serenity of mind
Heart is always on run
Then I find
Its you,in my mind
That broken smile
Opening up of a lost file
At that thought
I am filled with sadness
How can it be she?
This is absolute madness
Another moment passes by,
and I am smiling again.