If you could see
The pain I'm in.
You'd never want.
To look at me again
Because if you did
You'd remember now.
It would kill you inside
Knowing you caused it somehow.
But there's no worry
Of you seeing me this way.
Because now you're gone
My love passed away.
It's funny that you
Are the cause of my sadness
And I need you to fix it
But that idea is madness.
Because you're gone forever
When I need you so much.
To hear your voice.
To feel your touch.
To argue with you
Would make my life whole.
To fall asleep next to you
Would fill my soul.
To get married to you
Would be such a dream.
To have kids to raise
You and I as a team.
To fall in love with you
More and more every day.
To wake up from this nightmare
That's all I want so I pray
That someday I'll find out
That it was all just not true.
And you'll be right next to me
Brightening my day right on cue.
I can always hope
That something crazy will occur.
That ill wipe away these sad times.
They'll be no more than a blur.
But until I get a miracle
I'll keep feeling depressed.
I'll wonder how our lives would be
If you weren't put to rest.
But most of all, I'll wish for you.
I'll wish for a time machine.
To rewrite the past so then, at last
We can both live out our dreams.
