I am Not That Perfect

I kept walking through the road, the road seemed never ending. The place was vacant and I was the lonely soul there. I wanted to service my mind. It was stuffed with lot of waste. I wish I could recycle it. Many say that human mind is just like a computer. Ya I agree, it is. But why it does not have the recycle button in it. We go on filling it but never dump it.
There are days when I feel so good about myself and there are days when I hate myself. I think it happens with everyone or just may be with me, I want to speak my heart out, today. So please bear my thoughts.
There is so much to confess but I never did. I sometimes try to act cool but deep down I know that I am not that cool enough. The tendency to show someone that I am something had made me doubt myself. The current situation is that. Many times I have broken my own barriers, I console myself but I know that it is vain. I read a lot but sometimes I never follow what I read. I worry a lot sometimes. I ignore my loved ones but try to impress those who do not love me. Such a fool I am sometimes. I divert without knowing the route. I speak ill of others. God, I am not that perfect. I fail to understand people sometimes.
Guess What? I am feeling relaxed right now. Maybe because I have confessed my mistakes to all. I am making a resolution. It is just that I will not be anymore the person I was.
I am just a improved version. A year is to start, a new hope, a new aspiration and a new light. I will try to make up for my mistakes and be a better person.

You confess yours mistakes too? if you feel that's right.

Always your friend...