First,I must apologize to anyone and everyone who happens to read my blog that I am not a good writer,but I try my best.

So,lets start.Have you ever been in a phase where everything comes crashing?when your fears come alive and stand right in front of you?when nothing goes the way you had thought?and then you had to constantly live in the fear of what ifs and hows? And above all when you live in a society where moms say-" ek umar ke baad beta shadi ke liye ladhke nai milte".wtf right?

I must say I am blessed with great friends in life,but at a time like this,I just don't know what to believe in.Everthing once you used to believe in seems nonsense.Nothing at all makes sense.Consider the following

people say
1.stay positive and positive things happen,hell no!! That's a lie.It happens the opposite way,but either way,only negative happens.

2.dont get disheartened- something good might be on its way,but you see I can't see any.

3 do everything in you power- what makes you think I din to get out of my shitt !!

4 you should have done that,you should have compromised,girls can't take so much burden. LIKE WAAAAAAWWT!!!

5 this ones the latest- waqt se pehle aur kismat se zadaaa kisi ko kuchh nai milta

I am now even forced to question my belief in god.It is said that when you put your heart and soul into something,it never goes waste.But,I have yet to witness the truthfulness of this statement.

I have done everything I could,but here I am,with nothing.hope?

All I harbour now is FEAR. Maybe I should just accept the life as it comes and stop fighting. For the first time in my life,I have nothing to tell myself.absolutely nothing.

Well,and then there are added bonuses of being born in an Indian societ,where parents live in constant fear of " bas hamare bachoo ki shaaadi achhi jagah ho jaye",HELL!!
Why can't just this be erased from our society?.Fuck the sanskaars we Indians boast of.We are the biggest Hippocrates of the world.

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